Monthly Archives: January 2012

Little Of Me

I have gained weight in the last year. I work with peo­ple all day every day on this issue and here I am hav­ing gained enough weight that I know that other peo­ple notice, won­der, ques­tion. Enough that it is … Con­tinue read­ing

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This Is (Not) Grass

Scarcity brings out the fun­da­men­tals in a per­son­al­ity. I will use myself as an exam­ple, although I could refer to oth­ers in my life as well, “ex” peo­ple of sev­eral vari­eties, wives and busi­ness part­ners come to mind – these darker sides … Con­tinue read­ing

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Burnout

My patient had lit­er­ally burned a hole in his tiny, new stom­ach with a com­bi­na­tion of cig­a­rettes and alco­hol. I don’t have a moral posi­tion on this except that life is prob­a­bly worth pre­serv­ing until one can make an informed … Con­tinue read­ing

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Enough

I work with peo­ple who are chang­ing their rela­tion­ship to food. Mostly they are obese and don’t want to be. Most have had surgery under my hand to give them a tool to help them relearn two sen­sa­tions that their … Con­tinue read­ing

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Boing!

Do phở­tographs con­vey the truth? Phở­to­jour­nal­ism schools have whole courses that make up answers to this ques­tion. It is impor­tant for jour­nal­ists who are writ­ing to tell the truth, I think we would agree. It is impos­si­ble, “true”, but striv­ing … Con­tinue read­ing

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Eddy

What is a truth and a lie? A phở­to­graph is the lie sit­ting, like a spi­der in the web of the truth. What stays and what moves? A river does both and stops doing both at the same time. What is valu­able … Con­tinue read­ing

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Dog’s View

Decem­ber was super busy. I took my national boards (passed..!), the kiddo had a minor oper­a­tion (wait­ing in wait­ing rooms is exhaust­ing – I’ll remem­ber that), and my patients, for one month, finally had real insur­ance. Deductibles take 11 months to pay … Con­tinue read­ing

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Hard at Work

Ever feel like you are watch­ing over things that don’t mat­ter? Who is it that does that watch­ing? The thin line between per­sonal may­hem, utter apa­thy or extreme vio­lence is that we don’t know the time of our dying. If … Con­tinue read­ing

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