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Unlikely

Even against the backdrop of the world, life, you, I hold my own. I never knew that before.

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Yoga

I had stopped paying attention to the melodious sounds of –inhale into upward facing dog –exhale into downward.. etc. Her voice was great, like lotus butter, but I was simply putting one breath after another in a heroic effort to … Continue reading

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U n f o l d

It’s morning, nothing… the light shows up, perfect, low I open.  to you

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The Crack

I used to dream a horrible dream when I was little. I was walking along a path and along each edge there were very big people screaming at me. I always didn’t know why but I think I believed I … Continue reading

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Untitled 56

Today someone who knows me well sent me an email. I was going to say she outlined my faults and sins, but that would be kind. She delved in to the shame as only someone who has been there herself … Continue reading

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I Saw This (for Phil)

He’s 5, Chuck Taylor’s on his feet, before they were hip, when they were still just white shoes on a white boy, walking through the hood. He is kicking the can when that was still the name for ‘tag’. He … Continue reading

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Little Of Me

I have gained weight in the last year. I work with people all day every day on this issue and here I am having gained enough weight that I know that other people notice, wonder, question. Enough that it is … Continue reading

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Enough

I work with people who are changing their relationship to food. Mostly they are obese and don’t want to be. Most have had surgery under my hand to give them a tool to help them relearn two sensations that their … Continue reading

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Eddy

What is a truth and a lie? A photograph is the lie sitting, like a spider in the web of the truth. What stays and what moves? A river does both and stops doing both at the same time. What … Continue reading

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Dog’s View

December was super busy. I took my national boards (passed..!), the kiddo had a minor operation (waiting in waiting rooms is exhausting–I’ll remember that), and my patients, for one month, finally had real insurance. Deductibles take 11 months to pay … Continue reading

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